Your so sweet. It's ok to not want to be around your kids. It's perfectly normal, they can be annoying at time even if they are your own. UGH did you have to say WINTER????????????????? But, thanks for remembering how much it hurts me. Yes, the kids are sad. They buried Mohan's, and Dakota's collars under the tree last night, and made him a head stone. They miss them both very much. They still have 3 cats and a fish left. Jim says there won't be anymore dogs. They have lost 8 dogs on that road. I think they're cursed. Anyway, I'm going to a bon fire tonight and fishing tomorrow, hopefully I'll come home in a better mood. Love ya too!